Cannot control what the other feels
Can control my feelings.
Cannot change their attitude
Mine but I can do
Tried not to be controlled by them
Started loving myself more
I knew the only way here was
To be love before lover I become
Transformation was in my hand
Cried out what I loved once
Slowly made myself know
My happiness is first to be cared
Maybe sound selfish here.
But I was to be cared first
If the other could not hold me tight
I needed to stand on my own
Standing walking I am now.
Knowing life is to enjoy and laugh
If my one smile can make others smile
Oh what a life I have lived
This Soul can be proud of