No soul mate you didn’t break my heart it was me, myself who broke my own heart the day I trusted, believed that you won’t break mine. I for first time trusting you fell down from grace as it was my thirst for you which started increasing. It was never your fault it was me, myself who met his ruins when I blindly trusted that you will not hurt me.
You didn’t know love and were never in love with me, it was just a fatal attraction. You weren’t my destiny. Indeed it was an explosive collision that crashed. The source didn’t mean to say you were a blessing for me as you came as a bane to my existence. I thought you are my Soul mate but you weren’t a fallen angel but a hidden monster under the mask without a soul.
Maybe you have a charm which makes you capable to be loved. But I now know you just could not love me and I doubt you will ever be able to love someone this life. Remembering your past I now know why you have been in so many relationships when you knew it was my first heart relation.
As I walk alone again I have now realized that it is okay,whatever I have got. Life has taught me a lesson that not everyone we like will like us back. It doesn’t by any mean says that there is anything fundamentally wrong with me or unlovable about me that drive people away ,it proves I am more worthy then you realized . I am a priority for that special one only.
It now looks very simple as how we people meet and are just two very ordinary different type of people who are not suitable for each other. And I understand that there is nothing wrong with that.
I now to move on and need to let go of the wrong people to allow the right people enter into my life. I now know what type of relationship I don’t want to attract and know the one I want.
It is hard, yes very hard and may be very difficult at the beginning but I’m choosing myself over you,Soul mate and I have no choice . I am making myself busy to live my own life and I will care myself and not allow you to be in it. I will from now going to spend time with those people who know love and love themselves instead of fretting about whether you will come back and love me again. It is very necessary in life that we love ourselves first then to go out and tell others that we love them. No I am not selfish when I am putting myself first and let me frankly,honestly let you know that you are the last of my concerns.