Love you HAMESHA(forever)

You are the one and only who means everything to me,
the moment your thought comes I know that it is only you I need,
and these thoughts stay as every breath I take ,thus every moment of my life I love you,
it is only one you for whom I can do anything,
and thus after you said you wanna go away I never tried stopping you,
I love you from heart  and I respect you too,
thus I still always feel happy to know you are happy,
I still will defend you with every inch of mine,
I am ready to sacrifice anything and even this life for you,
with you is my life ,because you are everything to me.
You came as a divine blessing in my life,
thus you see why so much I care for you,
you are the most precious treasure of my life and thus I guard you every moment,
so what if you are far away from me now ,every breath I take is because of you.
I will love you till eternity .

You are one who is full of everything I needed,
you are my best friend,the best lover you are,
you have everything I searched  in a woman,
you are everything I had dreamed.
Your heart is so full of love and care,
your brain is wonderful as whole of you,
your heart is kind caring loving ,
you loved me the way I wanted,you gave me happiness unlimited,
so what if things changed and you are far away,
you are the only person I can be in love with.
You are perfect to me and you are my angel,
you are everything that I see when I think therefore,
I will keep loving you till eternity.

You are everything my heart and soul wanted,
I so deeply cherish you,admire you ,
you are my everything which I couldn’t treasure forever.
I promised you the very first day we met
and I forever keep the promise,of l only loving you,
you are everything I always wanted and needed.
You  are my only love as you are my soul mate.
I therefore will keep loving you till eternity.

Source brought us together,and source separated us
but my love is strong as it vibes in my heart.
Your smile there makes me smile here,
you been happy there makes me feel happy here,
I remember those touches and when I think my body shivers still,
so see you are in me ,with me even when we are apart,
no voice can I ever hear as sweeter as yours,
no face can I see ever as beautiful as yours,
You use to say the sweetest words I ever heard,
you showed me a reason to love myself,
you gave me love from heart and I am grateful forever,
you are in my mind always ,you are in every breath I take,
you own every inch of me
Someone like you I know I can never meet,
thus I will keep loving you till eternity.



Forever yours,you are my prayer

My love for you will never fade
No matter what has happened
As promised I will keep loving you forever
Never even in my dreams give up
Nothing can stop my love for you

This heart is yours and you are in my heart
Maybe Universe set us apart
And for how many life’s I don’t know
Let people say whatever they want
I will keep loving you for life’s


I know your eyes are my guide
I will love you forever
You are my only prayer
Wait I will forever
I promised no one besides you

Therefore I will keep loving you
My heart lights remembering your smiles
My body vibrates hearing your giggles
I told you I love you even when I didn’t see you
So even after  we are apart I will keep loving you.



I will always miss you, I will always remember our moments together, pray you be blessed with smiles and happiness forever and wish You a beautiful journey of life ahead. Amen


It was really great and I am grateful to you ,we met
The day I will forever remember
Due to wish of source you are no more nearer
I still do feel your warmth
I still feel your heart beat
Even though your head is not on its favorite place
I still clearly remember those ten beautiful nights
I still remember everything clear
I remember every moment of those beautiful days

I know this life you won’t come again
I don’t even hope we will meet again
But your face is still in my eyes
I treasure those beautiful feelings
The feelings of love you gave
The lovely showering of your love
I never expected you and I will part
If I knew I would have hidden you deep in me
My precious and only treasure you are

Your voice still sings in my ears
I am still mesmerized by your smiles
I wait every night under the stars
On the beach I lay down
The breeze all around is you I know,
As you are my moon
Which even is apart comes in the sky to see me
And kiss me goodnight.


































































If for some reason the relationship we are is troubling us we need to point fingers and blame but we need to get quiet ourselves.Watch ourselves and find time for self to contemplate, meditate and find out who we are and honestly deal with issues we ourselves may have like fear,anger,pride,ego.laziness,self-worth. If  we seek a partner to fulfill or complete him or her for sure there will be conflicts as it is not our partner’s job to make us feel happy. It is our job to make ourselves happy and then we can shower happiness on the other.The moment we are looking expecting things from others resentments will arise and that then bring anger and anger leads to bigger arguments. The only reason I see some people go from one relationship to another.  They think that the other  person will “complete” them, but once the honeymoon phase is over, the needy partner sucks energy from the other partner trying to find fulfillment. And while seeking happiness from the other they become more needy,jealous,manipulative but this never works. So the moment someone is in the relationship he/she needs to see who in reality are because the other is just a mirror will never to hurt say who you are and always say who you trying to be are.,because mirror hides the truth,the inner us.




Tonight again I am sitting on the beach looking at the waves

A bit sad, sad and solemn 

As memories of you holding hands came

I looked to my right and left again

But didn’t see your hands to hold

What happened?

What made you change your mind?

Why did you break the beautiful  promise?

I ask the moon above

As you left me behind a thought

You left me alone on the journey

When you knew I will be afraid

And now I found out 

You have a family to look after

The feelings flow and tears roll down

But I see maybe the timing was not right

As I have to go away from your life

But that’s OK because I know we will be together one day

On the path we will meet again someday

It is our destiny our fate it is

Life has a way of making things happen. 

Life has a way of teaching lessons.

So my muse, my soul mate, my beautiful lover

I trust Source will make us meet at another place,

In another lifetime I know we will be together.

So until then my love keep smiling keep walking.

We need to change

be the change

WE are not victims,we are the creator of this insane world and we have to participate in the outcome of whatever we have knowingly or unknowingly contributed.The whole world is nothing but our own projection on wider scale.Thus we cannot disagree to the fact that we are not responsible. I myself may think that I have contributed a small little ,just a bit….but an ocean is nothing except millions of dewdrops.Thus as a dewdrop I cannot think and say I am not responsible but I have to expect the fact I am.Because without dewdrops there is no ocean and this drop we are is the world we see.


Only when we accept responsibilities,it will change us and our change will bring change of the world-because we are the world.We may look just a minute bit in this world ,very tiny we may see ourselves but we are the seeds.If we are reformed everything around us will be reformed. If we really want to see a new world ,a world which we want,a world full of love,peace,compassion and no fear and wars ,a world free from suffereing and misery we simply cannot go out and change it and this is wrong way the humanity has been following. We among us some politicians,manipulators,the so called pundits,priest ,the brokers of God have been saying go change the society,change the economic structure,change this and that but somehow we never have put emphasis on changing us,the individuals and thus revolutions all around have been failing. In this world today which is awakening we need to be awake too and this awakeness will make us aware so that we do not contribute anything which will make this world hell but due to positive fresh vibes in us with awareness we will contribute that which will make this world paradise. This is one thing which spirituality teaches .

be the change


Thank you
Be blessed

No more imortant

A time was when you loved hearing me first in the morning
Now you feel pressure as you hear my voice
A time was you wanted your mobile to beep with my messages
Now you feel pressure as you see my message
A time was when only I was important to you
Now you feel stress when I try to talk
A time was when I was blessing in your life
Now you say I am a curse
A time was when you were happiest as you met me
NOw you regret meeting me
A time was when you could not feel complete without me
Now you feel I take your freedom away
A time was when I mattered
Now you are tensed due to me
Trust me I am so tired of being tired.
I remember the time when breathing was so effortless and normal,
And now it hurts with every inhale and exhale I take
You were my oxygen ,my heart beat
Now you took away the beats of my heart
And slowly taking the breath away
March 3rd I was everything for you
August 15th I am nothing for you.

Keep smiling

Forever we will be together
We made a promise to each other
No one could break us apart
We made a promise to each other
For our love is real and true
We made a promise to each other
With wonderful smile in our heart
We made this promise.

You knew I was in fear to be in love
And you holded my hand ,hugged me
You said love is wonderful
You promised it will be wonderful
I knew every word you say is true
You knew I trusted you the most
Since you came into my life
I told you I am grateful

As you came into my life
I for first felt true love
I prayed and wished you won’t leave me
Whatever may come along,
I will be broken and hurt
My world would fall apart
And you knew all this as you promised
But you left ,left me shattering

Now all I wish is you be happy
All I pray Thee that you be blessed
All I hope your life be full of love
You just keep smiling is my wish
May you never see fear I had
May you never be hurt by someone
I promise to pray for you always
Just give me a smile in your heart.


Forgiveness Karma

We need to understand the most fundamental thing, we people in general think that forgiveness is for those who are worthy of it,for those who deserve it. But if somebody deserves, is worthy of forgiveness, it is not much of a forgiveness because we are not doing anything on our part the other already deserves it. This does not really tell us as a being of love and compassion. Our forgiveness will be authentic only when even those who don’t deserve it receive it only then it will show our real love and compassion flowing.It is not a question of whether a person is worthy or not. The question is whether our heart ,whether we are ready or not.

A story I read in a mystic book- of a significant woman mystics, Rabiya al-Adabiya, a Sufi woman who was known for her very eccentric behavior. But in all her eccentric behavior there was a great insight. Once, another Sufi mystic Hasan was staying with Rabiya. Because he was going to stay with Rabiya, he had not brought his own holy Koran, which he used to read every morning as part of his discipline. He thought he could borrow Rabiya’s holy Koran, so he had not brought his own copy with him.In the morning he asked Rabiya, and she gave him her copy. He could not believe his eyes. When he opened the Koran he saw something which no Mohammedan could believe: in many places Rabiya had corrected it. It is the greatest sin as far as Mohammedans are concerned; the Koran is the word of God according to them. How can you change it? How can you even think that you can make something better? Not only has she changed it, she has simply cut out a few words, a few lines — removed them. Hasan said to her, “Rabiya, somebody has destroyed your Koran!” Rabiya said, “Don’t be stupid, nobody can touch my Koran. What you are looking at is my doing.” Hasan said, “But how could you do such a thing?” She said, “I had to do it, there was no way out. For example, look here: the Koran says, “When you see the devil, hate him.” Since I have become awakened I cannot find any hate within me. Even if the devil stands in front of me I can only shower him with my love, because I don’t have anything else left. It does not matter whether God stands in front of me, or the devil; both will receive the same love. All that I have is love; hate has disappeared. The moment hate disappeared from me I had to make changes in my book of the holy Koran. If you have not changed it, that simply means you have not arrived to the space where only love remains.”

We all want to be forgiven if we make a mistake,worthy or unworthy we don’t see,right..then why can’t we simply forgive the other .Simple the other also expects the same behaviour as we are expecting from them…asking a question to self,Do we want others to make us realize our mistakes or want them to forgive us? Now simply putting ourselves in his place the answer we get ,so why we say some are worthy some are not,who are we to decide. 

Just understanding all people ,all animals,all things of the whole world likes that no one hurts them ,the same what we want ….this understanding is spiritual living.  धर्म(DHARAM) or say creed on spiritual living is that we should not hurt someone from thought,body,word,action. Moral Science teaches us that we should treat others the same way we want to be treated by others.,the essence of Buddha.The behaviour we want from others we need to act that way.A bit hard in the world today but trust me as I trust spirituality we will suddenly meet people of same vibes.

How can we ever be happy by being jealous of others,by criticizing others,how can we be happy by hurting others ,we cannot be ,for sometimes maybe we feel good but in a few moments our whole self will start suffering ,now this is Karma….nothing going to happen later everything happens in the same period. We somehow think Karma is something which will happen later and maybe God will punish afterwards,come on we need to be knowing why will God even hurt us,we are his loving childrens..he can never see us suffer,never. We get what we give in just few moments itself ,only a bit of deep understanding of self is needed to realize this. When ever you hurt someone or even think bad of someone see into your heart there suddenly will arise chaos ,noises ,unhappiness and this itself is Karma.Somehow we are growing in ages but we are still childlish in thinking that there is some Karma to happen later.

karmasee you throw a book the near book will fall on you …..this is Karma.

Let me help you with more practical example……with a prayer. First prayer “Oh LORD in this world whoever are whether human,animals,plants,tress,insects may all have peace ,may all be happy,may all be free from suffering,may all get love,may all be good”…..observe the feelings of your heart.                 Second prayer”Oh LORD whoever all are whether human,animals,plants,trees,insects living in this world may suffer,may die,may always be unhappy,may always remain in misery”……..observe the feelings deep inside. I am so sure there is feeling of guilt after second prayer ,see this is Karma the moment we even think bad (action) the feelings in heart(result) is there. The heart beats faster after second prayer which was beating so softly after first prayer.There is no theory to study about Karma all is practical,instant,nothing in future.

Now with this first prayer the world is not going to change,nor things will be like we want but we will feel at peace,we will be in BLISS,the ultimate goal of life.The problems of the world will be there but things around us will change.When we ourselves are happy and in peace we around us will create happiness and people around us will be happy and in peace all because we are sending positive vibes. The new science also accepts that the universe, including us, is made up of energy, not matter. … Quantum physics says that as you go deeper and deeper into the workings of the atom, you see that there is nothing there – just energy waves. Thus the waves we send will come back to us.Therefore the more relaxed we are the more possibilities of been successful .If our inner self is understood and we can meditate it will bring us to the state of a rain cloud, we will forgive everyone without any judgment out of our abundance, out of our love, out of our compassion and won’t then think who is worthy or who is unworthy.